Day 4 - What Doesn't Kill You Make You Stronger
Rounding conduct by Dr Melissa, aka doc yg operate aku.. dengar dia ckp kat doctor pelatih " Give her a break.. 1st child and alone, memanglah BP dia tinggi..".. terharu dengar doctor cakap macam tu.. yelah mlm semalam tido pukul 3@4 pagi kot? dah lah xpernah jaga baby sebelum ni. huhuhu sedeyyyyy... tak dapat jugak kluar ospital huhuhu...
Setiap kali asben aku nak balik, mesti aku bantai meraung tak henggat punya..sedih coz nak sangat balik rumah, coz ade org yang lebih arif untuk guide/tolong kita.. MAK huhuhu..
nak-nak bila hari da nak malam and dapat nurse "I" yang tidak berhati perot tuh.. bertambah sedih... (T_T)
Nurse "I" : bagilah anak awak tu susu?
Aku : Dah.. tapi macam xde susu..
Nurse "I" : ye ker? eh mengandung 6 bulan da ade susulah..(dengan muka taik tahap cipan, ingat org bohong agaknya.. bodohh...)
Aku : Betollll... sy da bagi dah kat baby tapi dia menangis juga...
Nurse "I" : Masukkan semua puting awak tuh...
Aku : Da masuk lah.. Mulut baby kecik macamane nak masuk semua...
Nurse "I" : Masuklah, masukkkk.. sambil tonyoh-tonyoh puting aku kat mulut baby dengan kasarnya.. baby nangis gile-gile bila ditonyoh-tonyoh..
Aku : (Dalam hati menyumpah seranah lah Nurse "I" ni.. kasarnya!!!.. apalah salahnya ko tolong menenangkan baby ni.. kan ko belajar semua ni bodoh.. punyalah malas ko nak layan patient.. memanglah kalau jumpe ular dengan ko baik pukul ko dulu.. psycho!!.. dah lah aku bayar income tax untuk bayar gaji kau, bahlolll.... )
Nurse "I" : Terus amik baby yang tengah menangis and cakap "Awak ni tak sayang baby!!!.."
Aku : (Nak aje aku jerit : kalau aku tak sayang baby, takdelah aku berdiam diri tengok ko bodoh-bodohkan aku, bangangggg!!!")
kejap lagi Nurse "I" yg bodoh tu datang balik bawak mangkuk kecik....
Nurse "I" : Nah!! ni mangkuk kecik dan saya nak awak perah susu awak sekarang..
Aku : (Hah, ko nak tengok sangatkan.. aku pon perah, keluarlah setitik.. pastu takde dah.. hah puas hati kau???)
Nurse "I" tu pon tolong perah tapi takde pape yang kluar.. lepas tu dia pon belah, tak muncul lagi... kan aku da cakap tapi ko sombong, bongkak, takbur.. macam ko sorang je yg belajar pasal kebidanan ni.. sister yang dah lama keje pon tak berlagak macam ko tau!!.. setakat kacang kecit ko nak berlagak macam ko lah Director kat Hospital ni.. Fuck You Lah.. Geram sangat hati kat pompuan bodoh ni.. Ish Ish Ish..)
Kelly Clarkson - Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You)
You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want
You think you got the best of me
Think you've had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on over you
You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me
But you see...
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking 'about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Tapi aku tetap menangis malam tu mengenangkan nasib diri yang takde susu nak bagi kat baby.. aku memang jenis orang yang tak suka mintak tolong/menyusahkan orang tapi baby tak bersalah.. kesian sangat tengok dia menangis... huhuhu
Lepas 10 minit, nurse hantar balik baby yang dah terlena and dia terus terlena sampai pagi..
Aku? teruskan menangis teresak-esak keseorangan, takde orang nak mintak tolong huhuhuhu.. senang cerite memang tak cukup tido lah malam tu, hiba...
Peace out
Sedar Dunia Itu Berputar
Sedar Susu Ibu Is The Best
Sedar Baby Hazzel Noor Aisha Noor Azhar Sangatlah Chumell.. period..
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