Day 6 - Always Have, Always Will...

| at 5:38 PM

8am 5th June 2012, Selasa.. hari ke-6, same rutin.. blood pressure taken and surprisingly went down.. what the ??? sekejap lagi Doctor rounding... Doctor cakap " Ohh, awak dah sihat ni, dah boleh balik TAPI, baby kena kuning ye? herm awak duduk la dulu hospital ye.. tunggu baby pulak yang sihat..." huhuhuhuhu, menangis dalam hati tiada sape yang tahu...
sebab baby kena Jundis, every 3 hours dia kena amik darah.. kesian sangat... asik dengar jeritan dari jauh..
then baby kena pakai double light, kesian tgk badan dia kering je.. huhuhuhu kesian....
dapat pulak light yg asik nak jatuh je, kekadang xperasan hampir kena badan baby.. panas tu lampu biru tuh...
yang susahnya, Ms Hazzel ni pandai tolak cermin mata dia.. kekadang klu xperasan, selambe je dia ngan xpakai cermin mata tu, mengadap lampu biru tuh.. hadoiiii biru mata hitamku...
kalau Jaundis, kena slalu bg susu.. sebab supply susu dah ade, xdela risau sangat dalam hati.. senyap-senyap wat projek "SUSU"...
petang 2pm, jiran depan katil yg sama-sama berjuang telah dibenarkan balik rumah... wahhhhhh mau melaung dibuatnya.. bila nak balik ni... huhuhuhu i'm alone tonight.. huhuhuhu mengelamun bila baby tido, pikirkan masa depan yg kelam huhuhu..

Petang kul 3pm, nurse tanya.. "susu badan da ade ke kak? ".. jawab " xde lah dik.. risaunye..."
dia panggil nurse praktikal, and instruct tolong urutkan and pam bagi susu keluar...
ape lagi, sementara baby tido ni jom wat projek perah susu.. dapatlah sikit tapi tetap bersyukur... tapi yg penting, susu itu adalah susu awal - Colostrom... penuh dengan antibodi untuk baby.. pekat likat and cepat memejal... warna pon kuning-telur sket gitu.. Alhamdulillah, kebesaran Allah...
Selesai mengepam, balik kat katil semula and tgk jiran sibuk mengemas.. begitu happy.. yelah dia pon dah hari ke-7 kat dalam wad ni... Jiran siap bagi kurma nabi and nasihat supaya selawat and selalu doa supaya susu banyak...


Celine Dion - The Power of Love
The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes

I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake

Cause I'm your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
Cause I am always by your side

Cause I'm your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear Suddenly... 
the feeling that I can't go on
Is light years away

Cause I'm your lady 
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'm gonna do all that I can

We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love


Petang asben datang and jiran pon ready nak balik dah... lepas asben balik, tinggal lagi 2 beranak ni layan perasaan..
Setelah diurut tadi, Alhamdulillah... mengalir-ngalir susu badan kiri dan kanan.. so malam ni pulun wat projek mengepam susu badan.. bila baby bangun je, trus bagi susu badan walaupun sakit bila dia isap coz cara isapan baby yang salah.. lagipon mulut baby kecit, xtau lagi nak bukak mulut besar-besar to suck, resulted baby just suck a small portion of nipple.. tu yang sakit sangat tuh.. then kejap lagi dia tido and me? teruskan projek "Perahan" alone..
Tengah bz perah punya perah, tetibe ade nurse datang check patient.. nurse tgk aku tengah perah susu, then dia pon ajar cara perah yang betul.. ikut kaedah "MARMET". memang terpancut-pancut la susu kalau buat kaedah ni.. aku sampai kelam kabut nak kutip susu, membazir kalau terbuang... then ucapkan terima kasih kat nurse sebab tolong ajarkan cara ni.. siap puji lagi cakap cara ni bagus, senang susu keluar berbanding perah biasa.. nurse pon dengan selambe cakap "awak tak tanya, xdelah kami ajar.."
herm serba salah hidop ni, tanya salah.. tak tanya pon salah.. redha jelah..
sepanjang malam memang aku abiskan masa untuk perah susu untuk baby.. baby pon xbanyak masalah malam tu.. hidup agak tenang, yelah da nak masuk hari ke-7 beb.........

 peace out
sampai sekarang still rasa setitik susu ibu itu adalah tersangat berharga.
still rasa nak belanja McD untuk jururawat yg menolong & memberi nasihat

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Day 5 - Sudah Cukup Cukup Sudah, Cukup Sampai Di Sini Saja...

| at 8:16 PM

8am 4th June 2012, Isnin memulakan hari dengan daily Blood Pressure checkup. still 140 atas... huhuhu sedey lah.. bila nak turun ni???
asik pikir, bila nak balik ni??? macamane nak bg baby susu nih??? huhuhuhu .. seb baik lah org depan katil pon senasib jugak.. bersama-samalah meluah kan rasa masing-masing..
Hari ni mak xde, dah balik kg.. tinggal encik asben yg dtg menjengukkan diri... tq, sgt-sgt appreciate.. huhu.. petang kaklin n fren dtg.. jap lg, angah n kak ina dtg.. huhuhu tq allsss...
kaklin dtg dengan mission - smuggling susu formula... cian baby, coz ibu xde susu badan.. so, ibunya telah dinasihatkan utk smuggle susu, vole??? hehhehe terpaksa, nak idup punya pasal.. huhuhu...







tirai terus ditutup habis untuk memulakan mission.. semua berkumpul di katil dan bemula lah operasi "SUSU".. kak ina ditugaskan untuk memberi susu pakai picagari.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. bagi punya bagi, sampai baby pon terus geleng kapla.... memang cute sangat hehhehe.. 
macamamne dia boleh geleng kapla pon kitaorg tak tahu.. then try lagi bagi susu.. again!!! geleng kapla lagi.. semua ketawa tak henggat punya... lawak sangatttt...
fuhhh terel terel.. baru lahir brape hari, dah pandai geleng kapla hahhahaha.... 
baby pon di kembalikan ke ibunya... sila tgk gambar di bawah : inilah expression baby after penat geleng kepala.. hangin tak henggat, sebab kitaorg dok gelakkan dia.. hehhehehe trus merah muka, marah...
still lagi ketawa, bila ingat waktu ni.. hehhehehehehe....

Beyonce - HALO
Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo uu..

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo u u..
Halooo uu, haloooo uuuuu...

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo uu...
Lepas diorang balik, tinggallah anak beranak ni lagi.. sebelum tuh sempat lagi meraung kat asben, nak balik umahhhhhhh... huhuhuhuhu..
dalam pukul 8 lebih, nurse datang check blood pressure.. tetibe dia terus hilang and kejap lagi datang la doktor.. said " anak kamu ke kena report KUNING??? " ..
aku : "HUH?????".. Ooohhh, patutlah kawasan mulut dia ade kuning-kuning skettt... huhuhu
doktor pon check and terus amik dia periksa darah.. dengar suara baby menangis dari jauh.. kesiannnnn....
then doktor kompem yg baby ade kuning, trus kena pakai double light coz dia kan besar... 
Baby sepatutnya kena duduk selalu dlm lampu tu, tapi sebab dia asik bukak cermin mata dia, buat aku selalu angkat dia keluar.. asik kena tegur dengan nurse.. aku pegi dekat nurse tanya solution, sume taknak tolong.. adelah makcik hospital attendent tolong watkan cermin mata guna topi tapi dengar nurse lain cakap, "hah kak X rajin nak tolong, biarkan dia tolong..."
eh, macam tu ke ko cakap ngan patient, bersabar je aku....
lebih kurang kul 9, aku kena tegur lagi pasal xletak baby dlm lampu.. dia ckplah kesan Jaundis kat baby kalau lambat baik. aku pon benganglah.. dah lah mintak tolong, dia xnak tolong lepas tu nak preach plak... kali ni aku cakap lepas je...

aku : dah saya mintak tolong xde orang nak tolong.. baby plak memang tangan dia kuat nak tolak cermin mata tu.. macamane saya nak buat.
nurse : ade caranya, awak yang tak tanya..(dengan muka kelat).. awak kena selalu letakkan dia dlm tu, even awak angkat dia nak susukan pon, biarkan saje lampu tu terbuka.. biar dia rasa terbiasa dengan lampu tu.  
aku : betol jugak..(sambil mengangguk)
stil sedeyyyy, huhuuhuh..kesiankan baby.. huhuhuhu

peace out
Wondering : Bila la nak abis episod sedih ni.

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