Dr. Dre - I Need A Doctor (Explicit) ft. Eminem, Skylar Grey
Labels: Benda Baek | at 9:27 AM
I'm about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long, I’m runnin' outta time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life
[Verse 1: Eminem]
I told the world one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it so that one day I could play it back
But I don’t even know if I believe it when I’m sayin' that
Doubts startin' to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black
Hope, I just need a ray of that, cause no one sees my vision
When I play it for ‘em, they just say it's wack, they don’t know what dope is
And I don’t know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breathed new life in me, I owe my life to you
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son, demons fighting you, it’s dark
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realise what you mean to me, not the slightest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew, I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this fuckin' mic
Or you gon' hug me, but I'm outta options, there's nothin' else I can do cause
[Hook]
[Verse 2: Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle, you come to me with ideas
You say they're just pieces, so I’m puzzled, cause the shit I hear is crazy
But you're either gettin' lazy or you don’t believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form
Can't make a decision you keep questionin' yourself
Second guessin' and it's almost like your beggin' for my help
Like I’m your leader, you're supposed to fuckin' be my mentor
I can endure no more I demand you remember who you are
It was YOU, who believed in me when everyone was tellin'
You don't sign me, everyone at the fuckin' label, let's tell the truth
You risked your career for me, I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy, Dre, I’m cryin' in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe it's my turn to save yours
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
But I ain't givin' up faith and you ain't givin' up on me
Get up Dre I'm dyin', I need you, come back for fuck’s sake
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Dr. Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday, though
You walked in, yellow jump suit, whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, mic smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on, but they just left
They said they was ridin' to the death, but where the fuck are they now?
Now that I need them, I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim, fuck all you fair-weather friends, all I need is him
Fuckin' backstabbers, when the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the fuckin' wrath of Aftermath, faggots
You gon' see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack, maggots
And the crackers' ass, little cracker jack beat
Makin' wack math, backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I’m packin' up my bags and as I’m leavin'
I’ll guarantee they scream, "Dre, don’t leave us like that man!" cause
Bad Meets Evil - Lighters ft. Bruno Mars
Labels: Benda Baek | at 9:14 AM
This ones for you and me living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide, I open my eyes and now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters, a sky full of lighters
[Verse 1: Eminem]
By the time you hear this, I will have already spiraled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you I would duck, or get struck like lightnin’
Fighters keep fightin’, put you lighters up, point them skyward, uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up still king
Rap game’s nipple is mine for the milking
'til nobody else even fuckin’ feels me, 'til it kills me
I swear to God I’ll be the fuckin’ illest in this music
There is, or there ever will be, disagree? Feel free
But from now on I’m refusing to ever give up
Only thing I ever gave up’s using, no more excuses
Excuse me, if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I’m a cocky prick, but you cocks are slick
Poppin’ shit on how you flipped your life around, crock of shit
Who you dicks tryna kid? Flip dick you did opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell them shove it cause it wasn’t that
Long ago when Marshall sat flustered, lacked luster
Cause he couldn’t cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy cause he’s buzzin’, woke up from that buzzer
Now you wonder why he does it how he does it? Wasn’t cause he had buzzards
Circling around his head waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it cause some bitches wrote him off? Little hussy ass scuzzes
Fuck it, guess it doesn’t matter now, does it?
What difference it make? What’s it take to get it through your thick skulls
That this ain’t, some bullshit people don’t usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switchblade to a hater’s ribcage
And let be known from this day forward, I wanna just say thanks
Cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let them Bics raise cause I came with 5'9" but I feel like I’m 6'8"
[Hook]
[ Verse 2: Royce]
By the time you hear this I probably already be outty
I advance like going from toting iron
To going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the Iron Man Audi
My daddy told me, "Slow down boy, you're going to blow it."
And I ain't gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him, the same way that he did Dr. Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am
Or how I would kill for him, for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it's only right, that I write till he can march right
In to that post office and tell 'em to hang it up
Now his career's LeBron's Jersey in 20 years
I stop when I'm at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up, there's 'bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up, must come down
You goin down I'm something you don't wanna see, like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now, life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I'm just the cat's meow, oow, outclass the count
Always down for the catchweight, like Pacquiao
Y'all are doomed, I remember when T-Pain ain't wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and auto-tunes
Cause now I'm in the Aston, I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I'm fantastic, compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossiping like bitches
On a radio and TV, see me, we fly
Y'all bugging out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee hive
And how real is that? I remember signing my first deal
Now I'm the second best, I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass, without the MTV awards gag
[Bridge: Bruno Mars]
You and I know what it's like
To be kicked down, forced to fight
But tonight, we're all right
So hold up your lights, let it shine, because
[Hook]
Inai suda hampir hilang dr jejari ku...
| at 10:32 PM
selesai sudah Majlis kawinku... bak kata makdak, dah basi baru nak publish gambar. hehehhe.. Anyway alhamdullillah.. everything going smoothly...
kenape terlalu cepat :
this is FAQ. mane taknya, merisik awal bulan 6, kawin bulan 7. terperanjat beruk dgr decision dr abah... nangis jgn tak nangis.. macam kena pakse kawin pon ade... tapi memang kagum ngan abah, every decision yg dia buat, org lain dah tak boleh sangkal lagi.. just follow....
Alhamdulillah, segalanya selesai and everything is complete.. takde satu benda persiapan kawin pon yg tertinggal.. kagum.. kagum.. kagum.. tengok both family buat perancangan and execute, memang hebat.. tabik spring toing toing toing...
tapi entahlah, eventhough 1 bulan tu sekejap, tapi everything macam smooth sangat.. trima kasih pada kaklin and fatin yang banyak tolong pasal hantaran and melayan kerenah saya yang inginkan warna "PINK + SILVER" menjadi tema... tak tau nape pinksilver but tetibe terpikir coz tak ramai lagi yang pakai warna tu.. nak ikutkan, Pink is not my color.. makdak pon terperanjat dengar warna tema " impossible katanya" hahhaha.. ramai yang kata "peliknya color yg ko pilih" and i'm clueless why that color.. hahhahaha endup, that color is so sweet.. hehehe sesuai and ceria sangat... so blessing..
setelah 3 bulan berlalu, stil menangis klu tengok gambar kawin.. entah lah sebak rasanya.. trima kasih kat kawan-kawan yg dtg memeriahkan kan suasana.. yang wish, the thought is matter.. terima kasih.. alhamdulillah...
aku? dengan tak sempat nak kurusnye.. bagai dipam-pam dalam gambar.. hahhahah tq encik-encik photographer.. then we also take video for our wedding.. mak aih... susah giler nak wat video clip ni... ponattttt sangat.. memang penat sampai terpikir " why am i sign up for this??" huhuhuhu.. tapi hasilnya funny giler... lawak tgk aku begitu besar hahhahaha
sampai saat ni, tak sangka aku da kawin.. keep asking encik asben, kita dah kawin eh? hehehhe stil rase macam kluar dating lagi... funny... aku pernah bayangkan yang bila time kawin, aku hanya perlu hadirkan diri jek... tapi tak sangka itu yg betol-betol terjadi dalam hidup ni.. hahhahahhaha
Wedding Highlights - Azhar & Hafizah from FotoFreaks Malaysia on Vimeo.
Semoga Allah merahmati kita semua,
peace-out.
Best nya kata-kata
| at 6:45 PM
best giler tgk all the short story at Youtube.. paling suke story bertajuk "Saya Kenal Sayang Saya.. ".. berlepuk kena kepala sendiri.. Maybe, people normally behaved like this.. hahhahaha
paling suke Quote :
Aku Pon tak kenal Mane satu Aku ~ Masa merubah segalanya
| at 7:06 PM
Saya rasa bangga dengan gambar ni.. TERSANGATTTT......
eh haruslah puji gambar sendiri walaupon buruk.. Sape lagi nak puji nyah.....
Aku? Yang buat tanduk sambil melutut tuh... Kurus giler, sekeping.....
Sape yang akan merangkul kejuaraan "Perkhawinan Yang Paling Lambat Di antara Kita" - Aku harap aku.. hahaha
Position in Netball : GA ~ Bukti yang nyata.. hahahahah siap dengan bib skali... huahuahua kurus... kurus... ~
Dia masuk Volleyball masa ni. And me, Netball because last year da masuk Volleyball.
Macam manalah kalau Ama still ade lagi skarang.. Mesti dah ade anak 3 kot(sah-sah ko yang akan kawin paling awal.. haha)..And mesti tengah bebel kat aku, nape slalu lambat-lambat kan smayang, Like YOU always did.. Before....
Miss U.. Al-Fatihah.
Masa Form 3, Netball team dapat masuk Peringkat Negeri. Mau tak hitam berkilat.. hahhahahaha
Zuli(2nd row, 2 dari kanan), kalau ko ade lagi pasti mak ko takkan menangis dekat bahu aku everytime kitaorang terserempak. Mesti dia takkan cium and peluk aku kuat-kuat..Tak kira Raya ape, Rumah orang kawin and di mane-manelah.
I'm making an effort untuk melarikan diri everytime ternampak kelibat Mak ko because aku memang tak sampai hati tengok dia menahan sebak(1st reason).
2nd reason : Mak and bapak ko asik tanya aku bila nak kawin.. hahhahahahha.. Mau tak lari..
but more to 1st reason.. because everytime mak ko nangis, aku nangis, mak aku nangis.. and makcik-makcik aku nangis..
sampai orang keliling tertanya-tanya, what actually had happen here? hehe Al-fatihah
Orang Bijak Pandai Berkata " harimau mati tinggalkan belang, manusia mati tinggalkan ??????? "
For Ama ; Aku ingat lagi hari-hari terakhir ko bersama kitaorang. Masa kitaorang pergi melawat ko kat rumah and ko hanya ingat NAMA aku sorang saje... Ko tak dapat bayangkan apakah perasaan aku masa tu? Terperanjat for sure, not only me... Semua kawan-kawan kita pon terperanjat.. I wonder what memory that played in your mind until you still remember me even we didn't see each other about 2-3 years(studying that time).. The way you react, macam budak-budak minta diangkat.
For Zuli : Yang ni misteri sket.. hehe Biarlah rahsia.
Kenangan itu memang indah.. Thanks for the memory.
peace out.
Selamat Hari Pekerja lah sangat....
| at 10:00 PM
Selamat Hari Pekerja to all..
Takde maknanye nak replace Hari Isnin utuk coti hari pekerja because aku tetap bekerja 2 hari ni.....
Kenape? herm panjang citernya.. che citer... che citer...
senang citer, kerja memang banyak di awal2 bulan ni.. and sape suruh US tak amik replacement day?... huhuhu
Yang kesian, mak and bapak aku... diorang datang kolumpo ari Sabtu then malam tu tido umah Angah, then ari Ahad pegi umah Kak Lin then tido... pagi ni, Isnin dtg umah aku... aku da siap2 nak pergi kerja... diorang tolong mengemas umah makdak kat hujung nun...
tetibe dalam pukul 5pm aku, mak tepon tanya bile aku nak balik umah? dia da masak sambal kerang(sedap tuh), ikan goreng and masak asam... aku cakap kejap lagi coz memang kerja tak abis lagi because esok kena submit....
then dia kata, sebenarnya tadi dia da bincang laki bini nak balik kg petang ni.. tapi aku tertinggal kunci umah then diorang xdapat balik...
alamak, diorang mesti kecit ati kan? huhuhu aku pon ape lagi, siapkan ape yang patut, then cabotttttt... sebab ujan tetibe turun dekat Ampang Park Station.... Cobaan... Cobaaan.....
Sampai kat Tol Sungai Besi, tetibe terase nak beli McD... then Beli Big Mac untuk abah, and tak tahu nak beli ape untuk mak because takde Benjo.. endup beli Ayam Goreng Spicy McD..
Walaupon tahu mak da masak tapi tergerak hati nak beli..
Sampai kat umah, terus ajak diorang makan.. Happy tengok abah makan and mak, Pelik Bin ajaib dia makan ayam goreng tu.. sedap katanya... tetibe jek... hehe
mood = Happy.......... me, makan nasi ngan sambal kerang, ikan goreng and timun wat ulam...
Tengok abah, macam best je makan Big Mac... Tetibe teringat nostalgia dolu-dolu :
Pis : teringat dolu-dolu abah bawak gi makan Big Mac...
Mak : Ye ker? ade ker? Mane ade... ye ker bang?
Pis : Aderrrrr..... Ingat lagi naik motor Yamaha gi Bandar Melaka kat Fajar...
Abah : nodding sambil Makan Big Mac
Pis : Dolu-dolu abah bawak orang, skarang orang pulak yang belanja Big Mac... ehehehhehe....
Abah : nodding.........
Tetibe aku terasa sedih giler and trus senyap... sebab dalam ingatan aku, xpernah ada pon waktu yang aku makan McD dengan abah pon makan skali..
sedeyyy (T_T)..............
Tak mampu, that's the word to summaries everything.... but he's already promised A Big Mac for a number ONE spot in class...
Abah slalu cakap : Belajar betol-betol, bila dah berjaya nanti belikan abah satu kreta Mercedes...
Ini memang aku ingat slalu and da masuk dalam my to do list.. sekarang ni apa yang mampu hanyalah Big Mac sebagai membalas budi..
tima kasih abah..
¬ He nods softly and watches after me with a familiar look of worry in his eyes. I've seen that look as a child. I've seen it as an adult and a million times in between. It's as though I've taken the stabilisers off my bicycle for the very first time and he's running along side me, holding on tight, afraid to let me go ¬
quote by Cecelia Ahern, Thanks for the memories.
(T_T)
peace dah tak nak degil lagi..
out...
10 April 2011 ~ Cruise Tasik Putrajaya
| at 8:59 PM
berbalik kepada criter kita, rupa2nya ada Matta fair dlm SACC tu. Akak memanglah tak pernah pergi Matta fair, inikan nak book tiket gi melancong, Bukan ape, risau.. my future memang unpredictable.. dengan kerja and macam2 lagilah... but surprisingly, we endup beli tiket jugak... wow ape tuh? nilah benda ni.. Tiket menaiki Cruise Tasik Purajaya. Khellassssss........
The best part Tiket ni berharga RM30 hengget tapi sebab beli kat Matta fair dapat RM15 hengget jek... best kan? kan? kan? (tenin mesti suka ni...hehe). Tapi itu adalah crite mase awal bulan Jan11 dulu... setelah bulan April2011, barulah akak tersedar expired ticket tu 15April2011. then nak tak nak kena luangkan masa ke Putrajaya on 10 APril 2011...
Tapi sebenarnya, kawasan sekitar Putrajaya ni pon memang cantik. Building memang lain dari yang lain. I just spotted satu kawasan kat seksyen 2 depan bangunan-bangunan kerajaan ade macam ruang jalan kaki yang besar. Dulu diorang buat Rat Race kot kat situ but that place also suitable for Catwalk Runway. Buatlah Kuala Lumpur Fashion Show Week kat situ berlatarkan bangunan-bangunan kerajaan yang jelita dan begitu unik tuh.. Khellasss kan idea akak....
| ~ paling suka gambar jambatan ni, Cantikkk ~ |
peace out
America Idol 2011
| at 9:51 PM
his season is the best.. Talented and great.. paling suka Haley Reinhart bcoz dia buat rambut lipan. hehe..
Lagu paling suka is :
Bennie & The Jets
I'm not living in Elton John era to find this song is soooo simple yet sooo shoulder moving. 1st time heard this song when watching movie 27 Dresses and now, when Haley sing it.. WOWWWWW... best giler... Everyday chanting B-B-B- Bennie and the Jets.....
And be Haley fans since then... afterall she sing and growling effortless. so talented....
the 2nd person I like is Casey. but he's out already.. damnnnn... A very talented person. know all the music instrument. dari Gitar kapuk sampai ke bapak gitar pon tahu. Somemore, buat gitar2 tu macam mainan budak budak je... Love duet between Haley and Casey. So soulfull and catchy.. There is something going on with this 2. haha but they looks good together, for sure. All the best for Casey.. mesti boleh cari makan punya coz he's indeed so talented. Approved already.
The spotlight's hitting something
That's been known to change the weather
We'll kill the fatted calf tonight
So stick around
You're gonna hear electric music
Solid walls of sound
But they're so spaced out, B-B-B-Bennie and the Jets
Oh but they're weird and they're wonderful
Oh Bennie she's really keen
She's got electric boots a mohair suit
You know I read it in a magazine
B-B-B-Bennie and the Jets
Maybe they're blinded
But Bennie makes them ageless
We shall survive, let us take ourselves along
Where we fight our parents out in the streets
To find who's right and who's wrong
I FEEL THE EARTH MOVE
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down
I feel my heart start to trembling
Whenever you're around
Oh, baby, when I see your face
Mellow as the month of May
Oh, darling, I can't stand it
When you look at me that way
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down
I feel my heart start to trembling
Whenever you're around
Oh, darling, when you're near me
And you tenderly call my name
I know that my emotions
Are something that I just can't tame
I've just got to have you, baby
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down, tumbling down
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down, tumbling down
I just lose control
Down to my very soul
I get hot and cold all over
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down
Tumbling down
Tumbling down
Tumbling down
Tumbling down
American Idol 2011 Top 9 - Haley Reinhart (Piece Of My Heart) ~ best giler.. totally like the lipan hair
SONG : Piece Of My Heart
An' didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby, (break it..)
Break another little bit of my heart now (have a..)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh yes.
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. (break it..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, yeah, (come on…)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
You know you got it, if it makes you feel good
love them both. America, please vote for Haley.
peace out
mood in the morning 1:07 am
| at 10:11 AM
Morning mood 1:07 am in KLIA = happy...
B said that I look extra happy today. Correction, I look unusually happy but heartache insidea ("tu yang takut tuh", katanya. Mengelak dr menimbulkan sebarg perkara soda bikarbonat)..
Sedeyyyy and bosan..
Hangin and malas nak pikir benda yg tak penting.. Huhu
Saya sangat malas.. Tapi benda ini kena buat hari-hari...
Tolong... Somebody or anybody, helpppp...
Teringat peribahasa org putih "when it's going get tough, the tough get going "...
Soalannya disini ialah berbunyi "TAPI BILA? Dan BILA?".. Huhu
When it's going get tougher? What should we do? Absolutely nothing?
Aduhhhh persoalan yang xdapat di jawap.. Huhu saya mahu nangisss(nangis sudah (T_T)).. Huhu
Tired and exhausted peace is so boring..
Peace out..
The lost photo?
| at 10:46 AM
The lost photo of peace? bila masa ambik ni? confuse hamba... lawak betoi.....tengok je lengan nyah, kurus gitu... hahhahahhaha ketawa all night.. ok jugak kalau berambut pendek ye.. hehe
masa itu emas and youthful is full of self liking.. kahkahkah...
skang dah takde dah habit nak amik gambo cendili.. sedar diri...
hahahhaahha
peace out but anti aging maintain.. jangan jeles...
venue : Hotel at Genting Highland, attended Jusco Management Trainee Training.










